you're such a perfect mess

Sunday, August 13, 2006


why is it so hard for you to just open your damn mouth to say it?
i don't get it...

sometimes i'm really tired of waiting and whatever stuff i have been tired of.

my exams are in 3 fucking days time, and for the past week, i haven't really been studying cos i really have no mood to.
my attention span's like damn short.
and when i say short, i mean 30 to 40 mins.

geez, i've never been like that before.
i used to really really mug my fat ass off the week before the papers.

and now i'm only gonna start work at nydc after the exams.

i wanna go NZ and japan next yearrrrrrr!
but seriously, i'm more excited about going to japan because it's cheaper and it's only 2 weeks.

if i EVER go to NZ with cindy, we'll be there for 2 whole months!
ok i'm not the kinda person who'd be homesick or whatsoever (i think), but 2 months away from home is really... too long!
i can't be away from my boy for 2 entire months. i'll just die.
and cindy isn't exactly the kinda person to spend your 2 months in a foreign country with.
bahhhh, geraldine's flying off to kanazawa after the exams. -pouts
nevermind, keat and i will go next year. haha.

you know, exams+cramps=a very fucked up day.

sometimes i wonder if i'm being too sensitive, petty and totally not being understanding.



Nic
5:05 PM

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