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2006-09-13T00:16:00.000+08:00

i have officially shifted.

2006-09-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

i'm a disappointment to khai
my mom
my dad

and

myself...

2006-08-30T13:12:00.000+08:00

first day of work yesterday was erm... i think i did badly?
but on the other hand i think i did great because that's my first F&B job everrr.

and i think the kitchen staff are kinda hostile.
roy was my "only friend" yesterday haha fucking pathetic.
but i'd say he's a really friendly and thoughtful guy.

i finally saw nash yesterday and omg i think he looks like a damn bollywood actor hahahah!

i'm gonna do opening again on thursday and closing on weekends night.
they say weekend nights are killer.
and i'm fucking nervous because i'm still a newbie after alllllllllll!

pictures update soon! (:

to jackie and sonia: i'm working at the wheelock outlet. u guys can come visit me on friday, saturday and sunday from 6pm. i'll be there. :D

2006-08-25T01:24:00.000+08:00

say what?!

the exams are finally over and all i can say is, i screwed 3 outta 4 papers.
fantastic job.
and today's paper was fab cos i finished in like 30mins time and was the first to leave.

met khai for lunch at nydc.
speaking of which, i'm gonna be starting work next tuesday.
i'm very nervous, really.
and i hope nash will be as nice to me as khai.
i suspect nash is gay. HA.

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we walked around alot today.
from suntec to arab to suntec and finally to promenade.

and how come arab doesn't sell buttons?!
i wanna get buttons!

and why their fabrics so expensive?!

i'm going chinatown (my motherland, says khai) to get both buttons AND fabric.
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2 hours ago while i was on the way home with khai, i was really stressed up and upset about certain issues.
and after talking to alex and bitching with eric about it, i feel really relieved and darn happy!

i'm glad eric has the same opinion as me.
we're not your damn dogs. speak to us with respect.

2006-08-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

khai's gonna knock off in 14 minutes time.
he's really enjoying himself at work since the supervisor is like his best friend there.

i miss listening to The Used.
they're wayyyyyy dope (:

ahh i'm damn sad perfect10 is starting to play songs from Muse and Snow Patrol and Panic! ):
i don't want them to become so mainstream. eek.

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i was just going through some really old photos....

2006-08-17T18:26:00.000+08:00

2nd paper's tmr!
another week of mugging before some fun-filled post exams activities. haha.
khai and i have already planned where we're gonna go right after my papers.
weeeeee!

and of cos, i gotta meet up with the girlsssss because both of them are damn august babies.
heh.
you girls know i love you right?!

ok i gotta go do some past year papers right nowwwwww.
and last night while i was chionging 2 papers, i found out chemical engineering ain't that bad after all!
i'm beginning to love it and that's very good news cos the paper's tmr (:

ok larh. bye larh.

2006-08-13T17:05:00.000+08:00

why is it so hard for you to just open your damn mouth to say it?
i don't get it...

sometimes i'm really tired of waiting and whatever stuff i have been tired of.

my exams are in 3 fucking days time, and for the past week, i haven't really been studying cos i really have no mood to.
my attention span's like damn short.
and when i say short, i mean 30 to 40 mins.

geez, i've never been like that before.
i used to really really mug my fat ass off the week before the papers.

and now i'm only gonna start work at nydc after the exams.

i wanna go NZ and japan next yearrrrrrr!
but seriously, i'm more excited about going to japan because it's cheaper and it's only 2 weeks.

if i EVER go to NZ with cindy, we'll be there for 2 whole months!
ok i'm not the kinda person who'd be homesick or whatsoever (i think), but 2 months away from home is really... too long!
i can't be away from my boy for 2 entire months. i'll just die.
and cindy isn't exactly the kinda person to spend your 2 months in a foreign country with.
bahhhh, geraldine's flying off to kanazawa after the exams. -pouts
nevermind, keat and i will go next year. haha.

you know, exams+cramps=a very fucked up day.

sometimes i wonder if i'm being too sensitive, petty and totally not being understanding.

2006-08-01T14:13:00.000+08:00

i'm so sad i'm gonna cry........................

i wanna talk to the CB NOW!!!!!
-criesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

2006-08-01T13:51:00.000+08:00

You Are 45% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

2006-08-01T13:40:00.000+08:00

i know i'm supposed to lock this damn place up but i'm just too lazy and refuse to do anything about it.

i'm so sad right now.
i have class later at 4pm and meeting after that, which i really really don't wanna turn up for.
i'm bored stiff.
i'm lazy to go study, which i already did in the morning.
there's absolutle nothing to do online, nothing.
i miss the CB (no, it doesn't represent cheebye in this case) but we can't contact each other at the moment.
exams are nearing.
i am fucking broke cos i haven't got my damn pay yet.
i'm still patiently waiting for nydc to call me up for my orientation.
the CB will be down at nydc later.
i feel like eating ben and jerry's but i'm so brokeeeeee.
i hate _____, i really do.
i wanna burn that place down.
i hate the people in there.
i hate what the people "up there" are doing.

why am i so sad?

2006-07-16T00:36:00.000+08:00

i've been contemplating if i should lock this blog up or not.
i'm starting to feel very uncomfortable with people of anonymous background peeking/sneaking around here.

i used to be alright with it, which explains why i have been going "public" for years.
speaking of "years", i think i've been blogging for 4 damn years already. haha.
now, that's quite long!

it's really weird, though i can't explain how weird it is.

yeah so, i'll post more pics and update more about the worldcup which just ended a week ago, after i lock this place up.

so if you still wanna peek/sneak around here, i'll give you the password. but that is if only i like you.

so yeah, nicky_tia@hotmail.com k?

2006-07-09T11:35:00.000+08:00

SAY WHAT!

GERMANY WON PORTUGAL 3-1

HAHAHAHA.

I AM SO DARN PROUD OF GERMANY, REALLY.

WOOHOO!

and i believe in the power of oliver kahn's hands(!)
it was such a pity i didn't watch the match this morning, butbutbut... i still wore the jersey to bed!
and i'll wear it to sch tmr, i think. heh.

alrighty, time for pics y'all!

haha! this is damn cute larh!

klosekloseklosekloseklosekloseklosekloseklosekloseklose(!!!!!!!)

hoho! what a classic shot.

yay! :D:D:D:D

schweinsteiger!

KAHN!!!!!!!

wheeeee!

i was quite sad he didn't score a goal in the match though. but it's alright i still love him nonetheless.

nice save!

so cute can.

yay frings is back!

oh i want that! haha.

ohhhh... stretching their muscular thighs!

kewl shiats!

i'm sorry ladies, portugal LOST!

HAHA. seriously, these fans are damn cute larh.

eh boy! which team you supporting sia! england's out a longlonglong time ago.

deutschland <3<3<3<3
kewlnessssss!

i'm so proud of the germans!

hahaha fucking cute larh! this is like the photo of the match. lol. they were actually smiling cos schweinsteiger scored the second goal.

portugal's coach.

2006-07-06T19:16:00.000+08:00

germany's defeat has been such a great blow to me.

i cried for more than half an hour after at 120minute game before i had my 4 hour sleep.
in fact, i already started crying when that fucker scored the first goal.
alex had to make things worse when he texted me, "italy WON!!!" after i calmed down.

and i cried after seeing a photo of ballack in tears in the NewPaper the next day.

i am still in grief/mourning.

it was such a travesty...

i have sworn off doing anything italian and eating anything italian (which means, pasta, pizza and gelato. but thank god there's new zealand's natural).

and it appears to be that italy and france are going to be in the finals.
i hope france trash the shit outta italy because italy sucks and they can come eat my yummy shit.

i feel so sorry for germany, really.
i cannot get the sight of klose's dejected face outta my mind seriously.

i believe they will make a comeback and my love for them will still prevail.

i'm so sorry germany...

2006-07-05T02:23:00.000+08:00

yeah it's like 2.19am now.
i'm so eager to catch the match which is gonna start soon.
omg damn excited now i can feel hte adrenaline pumping!

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i seriously have alot of shit to do.
and the union's hierachy chart is seriously such a SORE.
oh god i wonder when i can ever get that over and done with.
seriously, i wish i could be a year 1 all over again.

i'll be off now to watch some telly before some world cup action.

2006-07-02T21:54:00.000+08:00

weekends were rockin' good.

met up with khai in the afternoon and headed to arab street.
i decided to start making my own necklace.
you know the craze with DIY stuff and those crafters selling stuff online.
so i bought some charms and gold chains and all.

and while i was waiting for khai to go get food at MOS (burger), i started making one very simple necklace which only contained one charm. haha.
when he came back with my corn soup, he was like "omg that was fast!". heh.

after an hour or so at MOS we headed down to have dinner at merchant court hotel.
we had dinner buffet but i didn't eat much and the food standard has droppppppped.
khai just loves to decorate his plate with all the weird food dressings.
the both of us had so much fun playing with the chocolate fondue and started challenging each other to plate/food design.

will post up many many pics later.

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i woke up at 12pm today. fucking late i know.
then i received khai's msg, saying that brazil lost.
haha!
ok i don't know why but i can't help being happy that they're out though i know they're good.

it's germany vs italy this wednesday. omg it's gonna be damn exciting but it's airing at fucking 3am.
!@#$%^*@#%

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ok i seriously HATE/DETEST project work!
especially GEMS project.
i'd rather do an individual work where i can OTOT (own time own target).
i hate it when we hafta meetup and discuss our fucking ideas. cheebye.
ok i'm getting really pissed now because of this damn GEMS project.
fuck cheebye i better get into a better GEMS next sem.

bye larh.
i'll post the pictures tmr or sth.

2006-07-01T02:09:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA!

GERMANY WON ARGENTINA

WOOHOO!

-takes off my germany jersey and runs around the house.

HAHA. OK I SO DIDN'T DO THAT. LOL.

ok seriously, that was the LONGEST, MOST EXCITING, MOST ADRENALINE PUMPING AND ERM, MOST LOVED SOCCER MATCH I EVER WATCHED.
right, but that's just because i don't normally watch soccer.

haha everyone's msn-ing me about germany saying, "you must be damn happy right. germany won."
yeah indeed, indeed.

oh crap, eric just got admitted into NUH.
poor boy. we'll go visit him tmr!

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GO GERMANY!

2006-06-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

omfg!
i have tonnes of things to do, really.
i'm so gonna celebrate once this damned week is over and say hello to another week with 2 tests.

and oh, khai not gonna work on fridays anymore. yay! (:

alright, i hafta complete my report my tonight, hopefully.

2006-06-25T21:53:00.000+08:00

last night i was at the coffeeshop watching the match between germany (!!) and sweden in my germany jersey(!!!!).
coffeeshops are cool places to catch some soccer action.

i was out with khai previously drinking again, then i went home to change into my jersey before meeting him at the coffeeshop.
so needless to say, germany won 2-0. heh.

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goddammit! school's starting tmr and i've got 2 damn tests which i haven't started studying for.
and i'm definitely expecting more to come in the following week.
who ever said poly life was slack!

and oh, my poor eric tan broke his shin and dislocated his ankle and whatnot during the soccer match a few days back.
tsktsktsk. his leg is now in a cast and he's gonna be absent from school for 10 bloody days.
damn! i want that too (without the broken shin of course).

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khai and i were at billy bombers on friday and he totally pigged out like a cow while i was dying from all the food that filled the stomach of mine.
but he always eats like a freaking tortoise, which can be seriously annoying.

oh, we're going to have high-tea next weekend (:

2006-06-21T22:53:00.000+08:00

the photo entry has been up! (look below)

khai has started work since yesterday and i looked him up today at the hotel with subway cookies! heh.
it was funny how we tried to meet each other at the toilet haha.
when keval saw me, he was like "oh did i just see a ghost?" and he opened the door for me to go through khai's door. HAHA.
keval's one motherF, really.
but i love his furball-like hair!

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class BBQ yesterday was funfunfun!
but yesen was like the biggest mofo yesterday, i shall not elaborate on that.

after BBQ-ing at the food the guys wenta get drinks for us while we played blackjack with truth or dare.
and we found out sth really JUICY about poching HAHA.
then our dares started becoming really juicy and weird.
but it was fun nonetheless.

binghui and i left earlier and cabbed down to cityhall before heading home.

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ah school's starting next monday and i so dread it!
i haven't studied for chem eng test yet. oh wth!

oh i've finally received my F21 belt. it looks really yummy haha.
and i'm still waiting for my necklace to arrive (:

and yes germany won 3-0 yesterday hohoho!
so damn proud of the germans, especially klose!

yay i'm going drinking again with khai on his off day.

i just can't seem to forget, can i?

2006-06-21T21:56:00.000+08:00

14th June @ hard rock cafe

food glorious food!

yeah i definitely had a great time!

love!

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15th June @ NYDC holland v.

together with the booboo cake

squeeze love!

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15th June @ town and east coast.

at toys r us.

HAHA!

my favourite cake; marble cheesecake from secret recipe!

the bouquet of sunflowers that manfred gave

aren't they beautiful?

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16th June @ CHIJMES

we went drinking at le baroque and watch the half time match of argentina vs serbia!

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18th June @ chompchomp

FOOD!

DRINKS! 2 enormous glasses of sugar cane

2006-06-18T12:19:00.000+08:00

so i turned 18 three days ago with oliver kahn(!!).
haha that was like so whatever.
but anyways, i had the best birthday everrrr.

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dinner with the GFs on the 14th at hard rock cafe.
food was good and so was the ambience.
the manager was super friendly(or "over friendly" as stated in jackie's blog haha).
he joined us at our table and we talked about soccer because spain was playing then.
oh by the way, hard rock really is a great place to watch the world cup (:

then we had a table of old turkish men and 2 african american being FRIENDLY too.

bet the next time we're gonna meet up again is chingyyyyy's 18th.
but anyhow, the dinner was great and so was their gift.
<3<3<3

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and on the 15th itself, i met up with ger and nix for lunch at NYDC.
it has been a long time since we met up.

the bought me this really spas looking/adorable balloon and a bouquet of lilies!
such sweet girliesssssss :D
after some catching up, i wenta meet khai in town.

and i totally got punk'd by him and the rest!
he lured me to east coast by making me think that it was only gonna be the both of us having dinner at some non-existent cafe there.

we walked for quite a while before i got quite irritated but he insisted that we walk some more.
and when we stopped by one particular BBQ pit where i was still sulking, i heard some shouting here and there and i saw andy coming outta a tent and popping a party popper at my face.
then shafiq and farhan and some guys started coming outta the tent, and the rest from some trees at the back.

haha and they thought i'd seen them but i was actually oblivious to everything larh.
and the most surprising part was, fae and ching were there too.
i was just so happy to see them there :D

jag, as usual was being such an ass although it's my birthday.
but i think he's really entertaining larh.

thanks to all who came down and helped and did whatever you did, especially sonia and khai!
i appreciate whatever you guys did, really! <3.

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there'll be a photo entry coming up soon once i've the pics from sonia's cam.

2006-06-18T00:17:00.000+08:00

i'll be updating soon because i'm still trying to collate all the photos right now.

2006-06-11T13:34:00.000+08:00

haha watch this! make sure you watch till the end. haha

2006-06-09T14:19:00.000+08:00

you guys gotta watch this!
featuring nicole richie and JESSICA ALBA.

2006-06-09T13:37:00.000+08:00

omg are you guys ready for the world cup?!
i'm so excited!
and yes, the team that i will be supporting is none other than the almighty host country... GERMANY. :D
and omg i so adore olive kahn and i don't care if he looks like some dog,wolf or whatever.
he just has the best saving hands ever.
and guess what?!

check THIS out and look at his birthdate!!
haha uber coolness.

oh i think ballack looks super cute here.

and today's klose's birthday! haha.
i think he's the charming-est of the whole lot.

ok enough of me ranting already!

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yesterday i accompanied khai for a job interview and blablabla (too lazy to type).
we headed to changi airport after that because we had no other places to go. heh.

we were having lunch at beach road when we spotted this really cute toddler.

totally retarded! haha.

i love my birkies!

isn't this pretty?

2006-06-07T12:56:00.000+08:00

pics from AGM and yongshun's party!

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2006-06-06T13:46:00.000+08:00

stupid e-learning week.
the dumb site is freaking laggy and that totally spoilt my mood to carry on.
rahhhh.

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yesterday i was out with khai in town.
we decided to go on lowbudget meals after one week of fine dining.
but i reckoned the meal wasn't very low budget after.
we could have eaten fast food instead (MOS please!) but that ass refused and in the end, i was a very very unhappy girl throughout my meal because my food totally sucked and i ate only vegetables (sambal kangkong) and buttered prawns, leaving my claypot rice 80% untouched.
bloody claypot! that was the first time i hated claypot rice so much.
and i scalded my fourth finger TWICE on the same spot.

but starbucks and DQ's oreo brownie earthquake later on made me feel better.
oh and of course, my newly bought F21 stripped top made me feel the best. heh!

alrighty, i'm off to meet my 'humble servant" for my CHUBBY HUBBY! HOHOHO!

2006-06-05T11:48:00.000+08:00

good morning world!
yay it's the beautiful holidays which aren't gonna be very beautiful soon because i hafta start doing all my f-ed up assignments soon.

my weekends were FABBBBBB!
ok i can't rmb what i did on friday but that's ok.
saturday's dinner was the saltiest one i ever had (inside joke).

yesterday khai and i met sonia at subway before cabbing down to zouk for the flea market.
i got myself a belt and a "world cup inspired brooch" with the GERMANY flag on.
FYI, i'm an ardent fan of the german team although they don't have high chances of winning.
you know the last world cup when they lost to brazil? i almost cried.

after zouk, we cabbed back to somerset again before heading to yongshun's place.
the brotherhood organised a surprise belated birthday party for him at his place.
sonia, khai, fiq and i hopped onto senthil's car while the rest took bus. hahaha.
we deocrated the place with balloons and such. the balloons looked so pretty! (:

when yongshun was on the way home, we all got ready behind the door in our party hats and party poppers.
and he got really surprised cos he didn't expect so many ppl in the house.
well he actually knew sth was going on already.

ok i'm lazy to go on and on about what happened but the entire thing was just funfunfun.
too bad i had to leave early.

the Blackteria kept calling me Tiger Beer Girl.
grrrr. i do not drink tiger beer!

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bahhhhhh i HATE e-learning the most.
i don't understand how much we can learn online.
it's very very pointless.
most of us read through the slides half heartedly and don't bother answering the questions properly.
seriously, this pointless e-learning week shld be abolished for another extended week of holiday. haha.

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1) What is the phone brand?
Nokia

2) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
960

3) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
erm strip.................................. wanna go out? (haha the message in between contains explicit content)

4) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
mag marketing. LOL.

5) Who's the last person you rang?
khai

6) Who was your last missed call from?
no number

7) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
daniel chua. ok i don't know how i got his no actually.

8) What does the last message in your inbox say?
no i didn't continue............................... got potato wedges and got burgers and sausages (once again, message in between contains explicit content).

9)Who comes up under J?
omg my J list is damn long ok!
jacinth, jackie crib, jackie poo poo, janet, janis, jasper, jeff, jeremy, jerrl, jesmond, jiahui crib, jiahui, jiahui sp, jiawei, joel, jonathanthan, joneh, joyce ching, joyce loh, joyce tee, julie, juliet, justin kitkat, justin (hsien).

10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say?
go look for another job first. look up straits times. i think surely can find. or go back to the place that u worked before?

11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
salleh

12) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
45

13) What do you have as your background?
a picture of jake gyllenhaal in a santa's hat, bare bodied. HOTTTTTTTT!

14) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?
raynold

15) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
didn't assign any.

16) Who's the first person who comes up under C?
casper

17) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
full bar

18) What do you have as your main ringtone?
eh my phone is ALWAYS on vibration mode.

2006-05-31T14:14:00.000+08:00

ok i have to leave home for tuition sooooooon.

so today's i skipped QAS lecture in the morning because i was far too sleepy to get outta bed.
then i headed to sch for 2 hours and now i'm home.
argh i shouldn't have gone to sch in the first place.

i'm talking to miss jackie lee qiao ling on msn now.
that poor girl is still having attachment.
she's introducing me this job at ben&jerry's.
oh can i just sit there and eat all day? haha.
but i think tuition still pays more.

alrighty, am off for tuition.
getting my pay(!)
:D:D:D:D:D

2006-05-30T20:21:00.000+08:00

one test and one presentation down today.
yeah 3 more days and it's the freaking holssssssss.
but guess what?
as usual, a holiday is always not like one because all these bloody lecturers like to bombard their angelic students with assignments, tutorials, and projects!
damn my 3 weeks holidays would be spent doing stupid assignments and cooking kiwi (my food project)!

and i've got another test on thursday.
i'm gonna watch x men after that and go out to chill and spend my pay!
no i was just kidding. i'm not gonna spend my pay because i actually wanna save some $$$ to perm my hair next week.
i want big big hair (:

LOL. this was freaking 2 years ago!

2006-05-28T11:29:00.000+08:00

it's the weekendssssssss!
ok the weekends are actually ending soon cos it's SUNDAY today.

but anyways, my weekends were great.
caught MI3 on friday. i had NO school on friday.
that was like the best thing to ever happen to me this week because this has been one of a hellish week for me.
but i still had to head back to school for council meeting.
and i do not quite like the new council chair.
but whateverrrrrrrrr.

so dann and i were supposed to go watch x men yesterday but he claimed he wanted to study. lol.
bloody sk8er!
so i went out with khai instead.
he got his hairy arms WAXED!
we went to Strip-co ed at the new cathay and their customer service was really good. friendly and all.
and his "stripper" was this erm, GAY malay guy called Zul.
when khai saw him for the first time, his face was like "omgwtf!!"
and while he was waxing khai, he kept telling him to try out brazillian waxing. lol.
khai was mortified larh.
i think he looks a lil weird without his arm hair. and i'm hairier than him now. ):

we walked ard in town after that.
omg i realised i haven't been in town for eons!
so the GSS is on huh?
:D:D:D:D:D
i bought a pair of shorts from dorothy perkins (:
then we headed to pre-rouge for dinner and drinks.
i love their prawn fritters. heh.

hoho! i'll be getting my pay next wed, like fuckingfinally.

i have been so damn broke for this entire week because i have to fork out about 100overbucks for the damn RDC shirts because some people decided not to buy the tee when i've already placed orders.
bloody selfish people! do you know that i have pay for you bloody asses!
the damn shirt is only 10 bucks but when a handful of you decided not to get the tee, i have to fork out so much for you idiots!
bloody cunts y'all.
hope you cunts burn in hell.

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AGM's next friday and i've yet to get my black pants.
and the hols will start next week!
hohoho! i can't waitttttttttttttt! :D

i'm so waiting for my F21 belt to arrive. (:

so dark, the con of man

2006-05-23T19:59:00.000+08:00

O, draconian devil!
Oh, lame saint!

haha the da vinci code fever has hit me!
i just borrowed the book from casper yesterday and i'm already at page 297, which is considered fast since i only got to read on the train.

after this book i wanna get hold of digital fortress and deception point (:
anyone has them? please lend them to me thanksssssss.

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this is gonna be my busiest week ever since the 2nd academic year started.
i've got
1. a presentation tomorrow, which slides are not completed yet.
2. engineering maths test on thursday on integration. i hate this.
3. a formal report due on thursday which is still incomplete.

and not to mention i've got 2 damn tests next week.
school is indeed such a bummer!

i make sure i'll pamper myself on friday, perhaps with a yummy dinner or sth.

and oh, khai's gonna go for WAXING this friday.
HAHAHAHA!
the thought of it is just funny but i can't wait to see him grit his teeth and bearing the pain.

alrighty, time for WORK!

2006-05-21T15:49:00.000+08:00

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2006-05-21T14:58:00.000+08:00

sentosa outing yesterday was erm, ok i wouldn't say it was boring but i thought the attendance could be better.
but still, i'd give AC some credit!

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i've been watching alot of movies for this week.

when a stranger calls: 3.5/5
i loved the suspense and i think the girl's totally hot.

poseidon: 2.5/5
very disappointing! i expected much more action and the storyline sucked.

da vinci code: 4/5
the best of the three. i didn't read the book and i'm glad i didn't because i'd have known what's gonna happen in the movie.

and i'm gonna watch xmen next week! (:
i love xmen! i never fail to watch it whenever it opens.

and scary movie 4's opening on 22nd june.
that is a MUST watch!

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i'm turning 18 next month and i'm gonna get my driving license.
which means i've gotta save up for the lessons because they aren't cheap.
i need $$$ and i won't be getting my pay which is a meagre sum till 2nd june.
booohoooohooooooooooo.

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pics from last friday's mother's day celebration.

my baby sis and i in the most comfortable car in the world, ie. my mom's car.

the yummiest roast duck!

my new born baby cousin. look at her fat arms! cuteeeeeeeee!

i don't know why but i love this pic. the baby's actually smiling and so is my grandmother.

the 2 babies.

family portrait, without the testosterone.

2006-05-16T12:16:00.000+08:00

Rastovirus- the virus that causes severe diarrhoea, vomitting and fever in babies/children...

well i've got diarrhoea, but not rastovirus.
and just for your info, i learnt about the above info while i was at the clinic.
seems like i've got food poisoning, again.
but it's just a mild case, thank god!
i rmb the last time i got it was when i was in sec4.
that was the most times i vomitted and shitted in a day. i almost died.

so i skipped this morning's pratical (!!!).
which means i've got to do a make up next week at 10am whereby my classmates will still be sleeping till their beds catch fire because lessons start at 2freakingpm!!
rahhhhhhhhh.

and ohohohhhhhhh, there's QAS test tmr!
that's just the scariest because i totally hate this module and i've got no idea what will we be tested on!

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woohoo! just participated in a Wetseal spree!
yumyum can't wait for my striped top to arriveeeeeee :D

ok i'll be off for a nice, hot shower before heading of to study QAS and head to sch for QAS lecture.

hey boy, i can see your body moooooooovin...

2006-05-14T13:43:00.000+08:00

it's mother's day today and i quarrelled with both my parents yesterday.
well thank god we've already celebrated mother's day on friday, where we had a lunch at Dian Xiao Er. it's this famous chinese restaurant at marina square. we had to like wait 40 minutes to get in.
their roast duck is the best, ever.
the thought of if just makes me hungryyyyyyy.

i bought her a brown leather wallet from Dorothy Perkins which she totally loved.
but i didn't quite bother to greet her or even talk to her this morning.
i'm still angry with the both of them, and i don't think i'd talk to that cheebye dad of mine anytime soon.

and not to mention, in order to vent my frustrations yesterday, i slept at around 5pm till this morning at 8plusam.
i slept till my back ached so much.

oh i'm craving for some yummy cheesecake!

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it's binghui's birthday today and i haven't got the time to buy her a gift!
think i'll just give her a super belated one.

alrighty, i'll be off to do my fucked up tutorials now.

2006-05-11T00:59:00.000+08:00

ah damn i have class at 8freakingam tmr!
what a bummer!

i've just finished helping dann do his online prepmaths. haha.
i love amaths! (yeah right!)

i skipped QAS lecture this morning because i was too lazy to get outta bed and GEMS is such a waste of time, and it's not really helping when the module in entrepeneurship(?).
and i feel like skipping maths lecture, which is the first class tmr!

---

khai and i headed to strabucks to look for sonia, who just started work as a trainee.
she's damn cute larh. and she gave us TONS of whipped cream (:
while heading home, we bumped into ghalid, marcus, nigel and andy.
such a surprise to bump into ghalid at the north.
and he has this swollen lump on his left eye, due to excessive porn(!) haha.

and i think dann is really funny larh. just like jeff.
but i think jeff is funnier? jeff's the "all time kewty"!. haha.

alrighty, good night world.

2006-05-06T21:31:00.000+08:00

i've been really really busy and tired.
3 interviews held over the week is really taxing.
some interviewees were good and some were just dead boring, you wish you could just sleep.

and today, being a holiday, we still had to return to school. what a bummer!
after the interview, we still had to discuss some issues we were having, which took really long.
but thank god i had to leave.
well, tricia and i have confirmed our standing comm (:
let's just hope they won't disappear/run away/go MIA.

ok i'm listening to some old chinese songs now. haha.
i think old chinese songs are really nice.
they just remind me of my "younger days".

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the stupid cao ge's concert on thursday was madness larh.
the entire auditorium was jam packed, even the stairs and aisle.
jackie came too! :D:D:D

oh and look what i found at her blog. this cute lil ninja thingy!
i wenta generate one and here goes...

haha bye y'all!

the old vinyl record that plays the old songs of you and i

2006-05-01T13:16:00.000+08:00

i'm finally back after being away from home for 3 days.
i've been really busy with union and all.

RDC was a SUCCESS! (:
being the photographer simply rocked!
and it's more tiring than i thought the job would be.
but it was still fun nevertheless.

now i'm feeling upset about... nvm.
i'm such a stupid girllllllllllll. rah!

ok i've got no more mood to blog actually.
i think i'm gonna get my hair dyed later.

jackie, ching and fae, meet up soon?
missing you girlies!

2006-04-23T14:03:00.000+08:00

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	6.7
Mind:	6.5
Body:	7
Spirit:	6.5
Friends/Family:	5.6
Love:	2.9
Finance:	5.9
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HAHA. my love life rocks.

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pics from FOWA and FOWA prep!

so glam!

he makes it look like i'm damn heavy but in fact he can piggy me for a long distance.

haha i love this pic. notice that it's symmetrical?

balloon lovin'

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pics from FOWA.

spoon suction!

haha this is damn spastic!

the full cast (:

red devilssssssss.

farhan looks damn retarded i swear. haha.

manfred calls me "the used sanitary pad".

2006-04-23T12:23:00.000+08:00

i haven't got the time to blog for the past week. so here i am now that i'm free.

FOWA yesterday was FAB!
the nightwalk was the best larh, not to mention i made a few girls cry and even scared the boys.
station games at eastcoast was damn shiok because my station damn windy and sonia, christopher and i spent about an hour sleeping there.

well most of us didn't get much sleep.
i slept for only 1.5hours, on cold, hard floor, still in my costume and makeup.
speaking of which, when i went to wash up, i could hardly remove my makeup.
so i resorted to using handsoap, which was totally gross. and i'm expecting more pimple growth or sth.

i really enjoyed the nightwalk.
most of the freshies thought i was the scariest looking and my station was the best.
(:(:(:
now i can't wait for RDC nightwalk, though i don't know if i'll be a "ghost" or not.
but anyway, i'm still excited about RDC because i'll be the photographer.
S-P-S-U. spsu spsu! haha.

i think i'm a very happy girl now that you're outta my life

2006-04-13T10:47:00.000+08:00

morning y'all.
i finally fell sick yesterday, with a fever, cough, mild throat infection and runny nose.
i got screwed by my parents when i told them i was having a fever.
and my dad couldn't stop nagging after that.
he nagged about everything, from my cough to the "black plastic" i wear on my left wrist.

but i'm feeling perfectly fine now (:
and i so wanna go shopping. i've been deprived of retail therapy for almost 3 weeks?
being the clever me, i promised my mom that i would stay home today to rest.
so i can't go out, duh.

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i'm having lotsa pimples on my damn forehead it's not even funny.
arghhhhhhhh.
i hate i hate i hate!

ok i've got lotsa work to do.
so long, goodbye!

2006-04-11T14:16:00.000+08:00

pics from sunday!

2006-04-11T10:30:00.000+08:00

hey ho!
i'm back i'm back i'm backkkkkkk.
no actually i was back like 3 days ago.
7 days away in camp was hellish, and tiring.

first 3 days of gl prep was hellish, especially during telematch.
come to think of it, i thought it was kinda funny(?).
well, i hyperventilated and thought i was gonna die. haha.

FO was really tiring i swear.
but it's really heartwarming to see my kiddos calling me "mama yuna".
everytime they do that, i'll be like "awww...".
though my group isn't as loud and noisy as the others, i think they're really united.
and the best thing i hate/love about them is that, their morale is constantly high.
it's like, nothing can bring them down.
i was so proud of them that none broke down during the treasure hunt and night, but then again disappointed because i wanted them to cry!

and i cried after campfire because i was sad that everything's over.
i so got reminded of the times when i was a freshman.
like wow, a year has past just like that.
all the good and bad memories that FO has given me.

after campfire keat and i went for the disco night, just like last year!
disco night was danm cool because of the smoke machine and the lights.
and not to mention 2 indian guys so tried to grind me. haha.
then the crowd started to disperse and things got a lil boring, so short, keat, trish and i started playing the at back.

the next morning was kinda bad for me, because apparently, din and i had this really fucking bad quarrel.
well, we didn't like argue things out.
it was more of a "silent quarrel".
then zai came to talk to us, separately.
and we didn't speak to each other for the rest of the day, even during the camp outing 2 days later.

well, i hafta admit that i was affected because i didn't know we'd end up like that.
but ok whatever it is, i think my opinion of him has changed after these 7 days.
in fact, my opinion of a handful of people have changed after the camp.

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the outing on sunday was pretty cool, though only 3 of my kiddos turned up.
and i think my dear son, william is so fucking handsomeeeeeeeeeee.
i first set my eyes on him during camp briefing. lol.

i was wearing ghalid's locket and it landed nicely in the middle of my cleavage.
and he went, "nic, i wish i was the locket".
then khai was like, "i wish i was the bikini".
tsktsktsk.
sick bastards we've got here.

i want more ben&jerrys.
give me chubby hubby anytime man!

ok pics from sentosa will be up as soon as i get hold of them.

2006-03-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

oh no i've got a million things to blog about but i don't know where to start.

ok let's just begin with a piece of good news:
I FREAKING GOT INTO FOOD TECH WHICH WAS MY FREAKING FIRST CHOICE!
i'm currently in a state of esctacy! ((:
and the plus point is, i don't hafta take CIE.
crap, i'm just on cloud nine now larh!
liza and i are celebrating over msn. haha.

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the "wedding ceremony" was held just now and it was madness, just pure madness.
and i'm still very surprised i "got married" to din.
since i didn't make my choices, i thought i'd get the "products from the reject shop".
well, the guys were basically bullied all the way and we exchanged gifts.
din got me a pink rose (ok i hate pink. but yeah. haha) and i made this lil card with a heart made of glow in the dark powder.

ok i've got like 7 mins more and i officially can't talk to people like, geraldine, nix, short, eric, khai, sonia, etc for the next 10 days
):

today i hugged like more than 10 people, regardless of race and sex. haha.

bahhhhhhh. its 12am.
bye, my dear gps. i will see you guys after 10 days.
you'll be loved by yunalesca darling over here (:

chrono-cross!

2006-03-27T10:54:00.000+08:00

good morning y'all.

i'm using this com in the enrollment room again.
i'm so sick of talking to a bunch of dumb freshies (not all though) who won't really reply when you talk to them or ask them questions.
hello? you were given a mouth for a reason.

jeff is really one funnyfunnyfunny guy.
without him here, everyone would be so dead bored.
he makes us laugh every minute with his corny-ness.

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i missed Placebo in action.
i tried to win tix on shan's show but he didn't pick up my call and then some stupid idiots got to go.
i swear i could have won easily if he'd picked up my call. damn.

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omg tmr's The Wedding Day!
oh please i do not wanna "get married" to ******.
-crosses fingers.

anf GL prep's like this freaking weekend.
oh nooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
all of us are like scared about it, really.

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ok dumb freshies are filling up the room.
gotta go y'all.

and oh yeah, i saw ZAMAN just now!
he's actually already in this school and he said he saw a couple of times around.
i rmb he used to be this joker around the sch (primary sch, that is).

ok byeee.

2006-03-24T08:54:00.000+08:00

morning y'all.
this is probably the only time i can blog; the morning where i'm in school.
these few days (and the next) have been really draining me out.
hafta be in school by 8 and work all the way till 6 and then proceed for GL training.
seriously drained out.

ok i gotta go work nowwwwwwwwwww.

so fucking tired

2006-03-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

i skipped GL training for Disney On Ice at the indoor stadium.
and instead of my 6 year old sister being intrigued and awed, i was the one actually.

no, i don't not have a thing for cartoons and what nots.
but i can't deny that i love Beauty & The Beast, Pocahontas and Lion King.
so when Belle said "i love you" to Beast, i almost cried.
really stupid, but heck!

and when Aladdin and Jasmine came onto the stage, the first name i thought of was, JACKLYN LEE QIAO LING.
yeah that girl has a MAJOR thing for Aladdin.

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had tuition after the show and my tutee totally made my day because when i was leaving, she said, "you look so pretty today" (in chinese).

she's such an adorable and intelligent kid (:

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bought my Papillio Madrid online.
can't wait for it to arrive ((:
and thanks to jackie for transferring the money for me!

speaking of online shopping, fucking singpost actually lost the pair of earrings, which was the first ever item that i bought online!!

RAHHHHHHHHH.
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today's the GP prep camp. i wonder how my lovers are doing!

2 more weeks to GL prep.
i'm so damn nervous and scared larhhhhhhhhhhhh.

we had GL meeting yesterday and half of the time was spent doing other non-related stuff, which kinda pissed choonwee off.
speaking of him, everyone has been trying to put us together because shafiq, The Irritant Of The Century, started this entire chunk of nonsensical rubbish.

and i so do not wanna pair up with him, because i think he's too serious for me.
i need someone who can make me laugh.
like what tricia was saying yesterday, i'm someone who wants to be in control (sub-consciously) so i need someone relaxed.
choonwee so does not fit the bill.
i mean, yes he's a nice guy and it's good to be serious at times.
ok whatever, you get my drift.

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i feel like i have a million things to do, but i actually don't.

yunalesca baby darling?

2006-03-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

pics from FO packaging!

2006-03-16T19:11:00.000+08:00

haha. such a coincidence.

i've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck.

will be switching over to LJ soon.

2006-03-15T20:40:00.000+08:00

it's since a week.
i haven't really had the mood to blog.

FO packaging last friday/saturday was hell
i've never seen to many shoebags, rolls of towels, foolscap pads, etc in my life.

i was doing the zipping of shoebaggs most of the time.
and all the zipping action made my fingers all red and sore.
they were the ugliest shoebags i've ever seen (not literally).

everyone started dying off at about 3-4am but we still had to carry on because the number of shoebags seemed to be neverending!
but alas! we finished packing 4500 freshmen packages at about 5am!

but that was not all...
we had to shift these 4500 shoebags and 4500 files+foolscap pads to FC5.
we were totally zonked out.

lisha and janet bought us pratas after that and guess what?
i ate like 6 freaking pratas in one shot.
but that was only because i hadn't had anything for the entire night (16 hours) and i still had to do so much manual labour.
that was like the most number of pratas i ever ate.

when i reached home i dashed towards my room and jumped onto my bed.
i didn't even bathe because i couldn't really care.
i was fucking drained.

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i was at Candy Empire that day with khai.
i so love that place. i felt like a kid all over again.
i bought 21bucks worth of chocolates and sweets and most of them are still in my fridge.

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online shopping is really addictiveeeeeeeeeeee.

2006-03-08T14:16:00.000+08:00

for the first time, i didn't feel awkward.

i met khai yesterday after work and we talked, alot.
i told him how i really feel about my parents (ok everyone knows how i feel about them, especially my bitchass dad) and how i thought of myself.
who i've been hates who i am

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last night, there was this bloody fucker that talked to me on msn.
ok if he wasn't a true bloody fucker, i wouldn't have called him a fucker because i don't usually call people that.

this bloody fucker, think he's so bloody charming and handsome and whatsoever.
but you know what?
you're such an ugly person who never look into the true beauty of others.
your thinking is so shallow and you're this really narrow-minded moron/asswipe/dickhead!

just a few sentences from you on msn made my blood boil to 354796410158degrees celcius.
please, do NOT talk to me again.
just in case you do not know, you're fucking irritating as well.

alright, i'm done.
people, please do not ask me who this bloody fucker is. thankyouverymuch (:

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and OH, i've just developed this slight hatred for YOU.
i do not wanna see you except during GL prep or FO which you'd probably be present.
so besides that, pleasepleaseplease do not appear in front of me. thanks.

another day at the beach please!

2006-03-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

today was just great!

tanning session with ching and jackie was just fab.
the sun was good and jackie and i got really red, which is not what usually happens.
i'm quite freaked out by the redness of my face and body now.

after getting our much desired tan, we walked all the way from tanjong to siloso because the 2 crazy girls insisted on saying hi to sonia, siti and khai, who were at siloso.
and on the way, i bumped into immanuel who was playing vball with his classmates. haha.

oh, we tried the chairlifts too!
it totally reminded me of the one i sat while i was in korea.
speaking of which, i told them about what happened between me and s******.

and before leaving the island, we had ben&jerry's, which totally made my day (:
ice cream does wonders.

we met up with fae later on for dinner at subway.
she gave her "first time to us" (:
we totally bitched about people from OP and mocked at them.
damn mean, but we couldn't really care.

---

today, the four of us (well it's actually only jackie and i because fae and ching has done it before) did something really bad...
i shan't go into details but when i got home, i felt really guilty.

---

i was telling sonia how sad am i.
i really need to look on the bright side!
eric tan was telling me that most of the GLs are close friends so that's not too bad.
and terence was telling me the "benefit" of being a GL.

ok now i'm feeling sadder.
moodswings do suck a hell lot. must be the period that's coming.

oh no, i'm starting to think again.
please, i just wanna get over you completely. i don't ever wanna think about you anymore.

now there's this fucking sad song that's playing on my playlist.
i don't know what song is that, but it's a slow song and it sounds sad.
that just made me sadder!

such a sad night...

♥ the girlfriends

2006-03-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

hello world.

a couple of good things and bad ones happened for the past few days.
i'm currently feeling emo due to some things that happened yesterday and just now.

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yesterday was my baby cousin's first month old baby bash!
i'm finally having a cousin on my maternal side.
for these past 18 years, my sisters and i were the only grandchildren of my maternal grandmother.
and now, we've got a new family member.
she's such an adorable baby!

and after that, i headed to school for the FO post announcement.
when max announced all the 6 female GLs and was moving on to the 7th, people started going, "nicole!"
and for "self-defense", i said, "juliet!"

but in the end, max wrote my name on the board.
i'm not like very happy or whatsoever because i wanted to be a GP.
i imagined all my darlings and sonia and whoever sitting at the GP table during lunch, doing GP cheers and whatever.
so much fun!
and now, i've gotta run around with 15 over freshies from stations to stations, feeding them water, encouraging them.

the worse happened when max said the GLs and GPs cannot communicate after the 28th, and geraldine was hugging me then.
i almost cried i swear.
i don't want her to shout at me during prep camp ):

but i guess whatever it is, i'll try my best to be a good wife/mother. haha.
and not forgetting, i want him as my husband.
i'm not gonna name names here.

oh, i wanna thank alex for "believing in me".
his sms was heart-warming, though i don't know if he was being sacarstic.
but heck, i choose to believe that he believed in me.

look at how the sore eyes have damaged my eyes.

<3<3<3

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i've come this far, and i shall not stop working towards my goal. _{i'm so sorry. i wish you hadn't asked...}

2006-03-04T10:55:00.000+08:00

5 of life's simple pleasures

1. food
well i'm sure everyone loves food, right?

2. cheap thrills
shan't go into details about this

3. girlfriend dates and having a good time with friends
i ♥ my girlfriends and all my friends

4. retail therapy
what could be better than this huh?

5. music, books and movies
my fav (:

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panic! at the disco's my new addiction (:
faster! faster!
i love that part. haha.

oh, and better than ezra's juicy is so addictive too.
ju.. ju..ju.. juicy...

2006-03-02T13:16:00.000+08:00

Sister Mary DoGood
You scored 78% Do Gooder, 45% Drive, and 60% Intellect!

You are truly a kind, warm, and caring person who loves others
(especially fuzzy bunnies), but your fault is that you don't really get
out there and do stuff yourself. You're more apt to lend an ear or a
shoulder than do get something concrete done...which is to say that
you're a bit lazy. But you manage to keep yourself amused and you're
definitely not a stupid person which is nice. Get thee to a
nunnery...you can get lots of reading done and pass on those good
thoughts.

All human being categories are: Lazy SOB, Rebel w/out a
Cause, Evil Mastermind, Henchman, Criminal, Dictator, Frat Boy,
Socialite, Philosopher, Stunt Double, Upstanding Citizen, Teacher,
Cheerleader, Sister Mary DoGood, Benefactor, Loyal Sidekick, Candy
Striper, Goody Two-Shoes.

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 90% on Do Gooder
You scored higher than 20% on Drive
You scored higher than 42% on Intellect

Link: The What Type of Human Are You? Test written by weeredIII on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

i think this is funny!

2006-03-02T12:46:00.000+08:00

THE EXAMS ARE SO FREAKING OVER!

i've been waiting for this day to come... and it's finally here.
well my exams ended 2 days ago actually.

putting this excellent news aside, i've suffering from SORE EYES now.
both my mom and baby sis got it a few weeks ago and now it's my turn.

just in case you didn't know, my eyes are actually small enough and now that it has swell, it's even smaller and so hideous looking!

say goodbye to eyeliner,mascara and contacts till i recover.

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i realised i haven't caught a movie for 42569275101654 months, and that's what i'm gonna do later.

khai and i wanna watch FD3 but we're both waiting for sonia to finish her exams so we can go watch together.

i remember the time when i caught FD1 was when i was 12, at nafisah's place.
wow that was almost 6 years ago...

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pardon me, but i think this is funny. haha.

2006-02-26T14:42:00.000+08:00

i ♥ geraldine hoong yu ke

2006-02-25T00:27:00.000+08:00

one more paper to go (:

the paper today was great because:
1. it wasn't as tough as i'd expected it to be
2. i managed to finish the paper in time
3. there were no questions on titration, which i totally loathe

meixi, binghui and i headed to town after that for some shopping.
nothing beats having girly fun after a paper.
we bought lotsa clothes, clothes and more clothes!
i've spent like nobody's business for this past week.

i reserved a top from forever21 and i'm gonna get tomorrow, i think.

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oh guess what?!

i'm finally re-employed.
i'm finally having an income again.
the tuition agency that i signed up with has finally gotten back to me and i'm gonna start tutoring a P1 kid tomorrow.

:D:D:D

sleeping with ghosts have never been so much fun

2006-02-25T00:07:00.000+08:00

the Asserter
Test finished!

you chose AY - your Enneagram type is EIGHT.

"I must be strong"

Asserters are direct, self-reliant, self-confident, and protective.

How to Get Along with Me

Stand up for yourself... and me.

Be confident, strong, and direct.

Don't gossip about me or betray my trust.

Be vulnerable and share your feelings. See and acknowledge my tender,
vulnerable side.

Give me space to be alone.

Acknowledge the contributions I make, but don't flatter me.

I often speak in an assertive way. Don't automatically assume it's
a personal attack.

When I scream, curse, and stomp around, try to remember that's just
the way I am.

What I Like About Being a Eight

being independent and self-reliant

being able to take charge and meet challenges head on

being courageous, straightforward, and honest

getting all the enjoyment I can out of life

supporting, empowering, and protecting those close to me

upholding just causes

What's Hard About Being a Eight

overwhelming people with my bluntness; scaring them away when I don't
intend to

being restless and impatient with others' incompetence

sticking my neck out for people and receiving no appreciation for it

never forgetting injuries or injustices

putting too much pressure on myself

getting high blood pressure when people don't obey the rules or when
things don't go right

Eights as Children Often

are independent; have an inner strength and a fighting spirit

are sometimes loners

seize control so they won't be controlled

fugure out others' weaknesses

attack verbally or physically when provoked

take charge in the family because they perceive themselves as the strongest,
or grow up in difficult or abusive surroundings

Eights as Parents

are often loyal, caring, involved, and devoted

are sometimes overprotective

can be demanding, controlling, and rigid

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy

Discover the 9 Types of People

HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

You are not completely happy with the result?!

You chose AY

Would you rather have chosen:

BY (FOUR)

CY (SIX)

AX (SEVEN)

AZ (THREE)

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 66% on ABC
You scored higher than 55% on XYZ

Link: The Quick and Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

2006-02-23T14:48:00.000+08:00

NOTE: z

No smoking around nicole. Thankyou for your co-operation.

From Go-Quiz.com

haha yes, so true!

---

ok it's the exams and i'm blogging more than i usually do.
but that's only because i'm bored.

and once again, i got sick of studying.
but that's only because i'm kinda done already; i've did all i can do for my revision.

ok i can't wait to go shopping again!
i wanna get the charm necklace and gold earrings from topshop.

and i wanna meet up with my GFs.
i miss than like hell.
we haven't met like since october, which is like 53735838321 months ago!

♥ you girlies!

2006-02-22T22:27:00.000+08:00

2006-02-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

Rules: Bold the following that are true about you,
italicize things you wish were true,
add one true thing about you,
and then tag five more people.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch tv these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor evrywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I am paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single!
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone. (used to)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment
I'm obsessed with guys. (and hot girls too)
Democrat.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex
I love being happy

2006-02-22T15:38:00.000+08:00

YES! ONE PAPER DOWN, TWO MORE TO GO!

cppa was easy yet tough.
ok wait, i think it was more on the tough side.

apchem's on this friday and the same thing goes, i have no confidence.

who ever said stage a's work is easier huh?

whatever it is, i can't wait for next wednesday to come!

---

some random pics from a long time ago

2006-02-21T11:06:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: June 15

You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.
You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle.
Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.
You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak.

Your strength: Your intense optimism

Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents

Your power color: Jade

Your power symbol: Flower

Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You tend to take more than give in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

haha this is so true.

Your Life Path Number is 11

Your purpose in life is to inspire others

Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return.
You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying.
You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet.

In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level.

You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself.
You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them.
You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

omg i think this is very true too!

---

the reason why i'm doing blogthings at such an early hour is because i'm waiting for my maid to cook lunch and then i can set off to studying.

i am so not confident for the paper tomorrow, really.

and, I WANNA GET THE FISHEYE RIGHT AFTER MY EXAMS! NIX, LET'S GET IT TOGETHER!

ok i think lunch is ready.
bye and exams SUCK.

2006-02-20T01:00:00.000+08:00

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.

You would make an excellent:

Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor

The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's Your Ideal Career?

You Are a Boston Creme Donut

You have a tough exterior. No one wants to mess with you.
But on the inside, you're a total pushover and completely soft.
You're a traditionalist, and you don't change easily.
You're likely to eat the same doughnut every morning, and pout if it's sold out.

What Donut Are You?

Your Stripper Song Is

Toxic by Britney Spears

"With the taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic I'm slippin' under"

You may dance for someone - but only to weaken their defenses.

What Song Should You Strip To?

You Will Be a Traditional Bride!

You're the type of girl who is feminine, old fashioned, and totally traditional.
You've been dreaming of your wedding day since you were young
And you can't wait to be a princess in your big white gown.
It's likely that you'll have a big family wedding and take your husband's name
While a huge affair will be fun, just don't go all Bridezilla about the color of your napkins!

What Kind of Bride Will You Be?

You Should Be With an Air Sign!

Your best match is a Gemini, Libra, or Aquarius

Why? You crave excitement and playful banter
Only an Air Sign can match your wit - and keep you on your toes
As for fun, an Air Sign guy will show you plenty� with tons of surprises
Just be sure to introduce him to some new playful experiences as well!

What Sign Should You Date?

2006-02-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

met sonia for a session of retail therapy.
it was all good (:
and yeah, our papers are like next week and here we are, shopping!
but that's what i call life.

khai joined us for dinner later on.
i don't know why, but i'm always very easily-irritated by him.
he really gets on my nerves at times larh.

pics from 14th feb.

2006-02-18T16:49:00.000+08:00

i'm bored to tears!
i got so sick of studying, when i really shouldn't be because my first paper is on next wednesday.

this semester has been really bad for me.
i freaking failed 2 tests in one semester.
but yet, i'm not very motivated to work even harder.
it's like, i feel like i don't really care this time, which is very unlike me.

---

the new maid came yesterday, which i had absolutely no knowledge of.
i was telling khai how bad i felt for my previous maid.

and i realised that i have been exceptionally emotional this week.
i don't know if that's good or bad.

crap i'm really darn bored.

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2006-02-16T11:34:00.000+08:00

happy valentine's.

my v-day this year was somehow better than the rest of the v-days i had.
no, it was nothing special and i spent it as a singleton.

ger sweetheart gave me three heart-shaped balloons.
she's sucha sweet darling (:
i can't love her any more.

khai bought sonia and i flowers and wrote us a freaking long letter.
i like reading long letters.
his letter was... ok i don't know. but i cried like mad while reading it.

thanks khai (:

it's time to really get my butt up and move

---

oh i realised i haven't blogged about what happened at my place that weekend.

we played blackjack.
and guess what?
i won about 50bucks!
see what i mean when i said i'll make all of you lose money to me?

eric tan lost more than 40bucks.
tsktsktsk. that poor guy's damn down on luck.

there was a game of truth or dare in the evening.
this game might seem childish, but it's always fun.
sucha classic.

there was nipple action, striptease action, panties action, socks in cleavage action, licking action, groping balls action, etc.

much fun (:

---

i was just thinking, why can't a guy and a girl just be close friends/best friends without one falling for the other?

and i realise it's always the guy falling for the girl first.
is it because of the personality make-up of a guy?

alrighty, i'm off to meeting fat ass khai.

2006-02-16T11:06:00.000+08:00

piccas from AD!

2006-02-12T16:39:00.000+08:00

AD was great (except for the fact that i was having terrible menses + cramps)!
thank god i didn't get the white dress.

and thank god everything went well.
yes i love the emcee!
he's dammit funny and weiting actually cried while laughing too hard.

i love the comm table too (:
you guys rock and so does Black Man. haha.

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i love such events where all the girls get to dress up together, do their hair and make-up together.
and it's so nice to see everyone so dressed up.
what a sight!

there were major photo-taking sessions after the dinner.
photos will be up soon (and so will be those that were taken at my place a week ago).

---

last night i had a damn weird dream/nightmare about khai and i.
freaking weird shit.
i don't wanna go into details about what happened though.
it's too much for you guys to take it. haha.

---

dinnered at holland v with the FOWA people on friday.

i just cannot stop arguing with eric chowchow.
i like his expression whenever we argue. it's so cute.

i like this comm (:

---

everything i knew about you was nothing i knew.

2006-02-10T23:50:00.000+08:00

oktomat ♥
actionsampler ♥

♥ ♥ ♥

2006-02-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

kelly clarkson's performance on the Grammy's was stunning.
that song is just... i don't know.

yesterday was... i don't know too.

ok i don't feel like blogging anymore.

bye.

2006-02-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

ok i can't really describe how i'm feeling now because i actually left my red dress that i just bought in paragon.
i know i'm sucha careless person and it's eating into my now.
ARGH.

and the worse was, sonia and i happily walked over to taka to look at shan in the box and happily took a rebound train to marina bay, before i realised my shopping bag wasn't with me.
ohmygod i almost died-ed.

but i'm almost confident that the staff kept it, i think.

---

and by the way, shan's indeed a hearthrob.
sonia said he smiled and looked at me longer than he did to her.
AWWW.
i think he recognises me that's why.

---

i was telling zai how unprepared am i for AD this saturday.
yeah it's like THIS SATURDAY.
just tell me about it ok.
and to think that i left my dress at paragon.
i think i could just kill someone right now, this very moment.

and exams are in 2 weeks. i swear i haven't started revising at all.
i should stop whining and complaining.

---

life's a bitch, face it.

living itself serves no purpose.
satan takes control and it's over.

2006-02-05T09:57:00.000+08:00

hola!

i woke up at 8frigging o'clock this morning.
ohmygod. i am so sleepyyyyyy.
i thought i had to wake up early to help my mom to prepare the food and all for The People later on, but guess what.
she's still sleeping.

---

i caught fun with dick&jane with khai a couple of days ago and didn't go for the class outing.
jim carey's sucha classic.

---

karaoke on friday with hui and meixi was all good.
it just feels very good when you can just sing and shout as loud as you can, and no one ever cares.
it's different from bathroom singing (which i do not practise).

---

ok my mom's awake.
and The People are coming over soon.

does anyone of you know which song goes like this...
i'm so sick of love songs. so tired of tears...
why can't i turn off the radio

i can't seem to remember the tune and stuff but this song rocks.

ok bye.

i rock (:

2006-02-03T23:03:00.000+08:00

i think it's sad how my class is gonna be separated in a few months time.

i really like how a class can stay throughout for 3 whole years.
like sonia's and casper's class.
so envious.

but on a lighter note, i do not really wanna stick with those buncha geeks from my class.
in fact, i don't really like some of them.
and 99% of the guys are really good for nothing.

i'm actually quite scared that i'll be in the same class as some of them in the next semester.
i know i'm sucha bitch larh.

---

ok the next thing that i'm gonna say is damn random.

One Thing You Hate About Yourself:
i hate it when i get angry and i start scolding/saying really mean things about the person who made me angry (but i never mean what i say). and i don't really care if he/she is hurt or not because i just don't care and i'm really angry so you just gotta stick with that.

i need to go for anger management.

---

i miss the girls from OP ):

2006-01-31T11:38:00.000+08:00

in this family protrait, we look pretty happy...

i love my hair!

the 2 most annoying sisters, ever!

my yummy looking cards (:

baby eric tan wen wei

juliet and her cards. i had to pay her triple. sucker!

ger baby and i <3

2006-01-31T10:45:00.000+08:00

this new year has been good, but not that good.
somehow, things are a lil different.
i don't know why but festive seasons this time are very different from the past few years.

---

blackjack at eric's house yesterday was funfunfun.
i was on a winning streak for about an hour until the intermission was over.

i was the banker and enjoyed it so much because i was winning.
and when i announced that i had to leave soon, everyone started betting with much higher bets.
i was extremely down on luck and lost 14bucks to all of them
justin called me his god of fortune after that.

i'm gonna make sure they'll lose every penny they have to me when they come over to my crib this weekend.

---

i'm still contemplating if i should go over to casper's place this evening.
i'm having a damn test tmr, and another on thursday.
what were the lecturers thinking!

damn damn damn, should i go?

i'll be expecting guests in 2 hours' time, and if i go, i'll have no time to study at all.
but if i don't, i'll be missing out on another blackjack session and a couple of ang baos.

"Hongbaos are the coolest paper ever invented", angie.

i think she's so cute larh.

---

my dad returned from vietnam last night.
he was away during the past weekends, which was really good for me.
it was like, peace at home, really.

now that he's back... ):

ok. cny rocks. bye.

2006-01-26T22:09:00.000+08:00

i am utterly embarrassed by ghalid.
it's scary how you'd never who's reading your blog.

it's like, i wonder if surin ever read my blog (!).
oh god, if he had, i wouldn't be able to face him again.
it's just... very embarrassing, like how embarrassing it was when ghalid told me this particular someone read that particular entry.

i was in ultimate disbelief.

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my CNY this year is gonna be burnt.
2 tests coming right up straight after the new year holiday.
so am i like supposed to bring my lecture notes around with me while visiting?

and the spree card project is stressing me up.
to think that i thought i'd be free after band edge was over and done with.

but whatever it is, my amount of work is neverending.

---

your smell still lingers...

2006-01-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

omg i just heard our trailer on perfect10!
its the one for the Hollaback Crew.

hollaback crew we coming at 'cha!

2006-01-22T19:45:00.000+08:00

fuck. i miss my maid.

and i needa go tanning soon.

2006-01-21T23:49:00.000+08:00

my maid flew home today, for good.
i'm kinda missing her now.
the new maid's already here.
i hate having to change maids because i'll need to tell them which are my clothes and what to do with my stuff and all.
very troublesome.

after sending her off, i met up with sonia and khai.
they actually waited for me at the airport. how cute.
then we met up with shafiq for dinner.

we talked about ghosts, which then lead to the topic of religion.
this talk about religion could last for hours and hours; neverending.

we're probably gonna go smoke sheesha and continue with our intelligent talk another day.

---

i like going to airports.

2006-01-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

ripped this off farhan's blog.

A man came out of his home to admire his new truck.

To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck.

The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment.

When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital. Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands.

When the boy woke up from the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, " Daddy, I'm sorry about your truck." Then he asked, "but when are my fingers going to grow back?"

The father went home & committed suicide.

Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or u wish to take revenge. Think first before u lose your patience with someone u love. Trucks can be repaired. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't.

Too often we fail to recognise the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge.

People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

Pause and ponder. Think before you act. Be patient. Forgive & forget. Love one and all.

---

Unconditional Love

A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco.

"Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring home with me."

"Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him."

"There's something you should know the son continued, "he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us."

"I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live."

"No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us."

"Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own."

At that point, the son hung up the phone. The parents heard nothing more from him. A few days later, however, they received a call from the San Francisco police. Their son had died after falling from a building, they were told. The police believed it was suicide. The grief-stricken parents flew to San Francisco and were taken to the city morgue to identify the body of their son. They recognized him, but to their horror they also discovered something they didn't know, their son had only one arm and one leg.

The parents in this story are like many of us. We find it easy to love those who are good-looking or fun to have around, but we don't like people who inconvenience us or make us feel uncomfortable. We would rather stay away from people who aren't as healthy, beautiful, or smart as we are. Thankfully, there's someone who won't treat us that way. Someone who loves us with an unconditional love that welcomes us into the forever family, regardless of how messed up we are.

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all these stories got me thinking hard.

2006-01-20T22:48:00.000+08:00

SP band edge was FAB!
the crowd was quite bad initially but people starting coming and the entire thing was all cool.
sally's rejex and arsnova(spell?) were the guest bands.

and omg, arsnova's drummer, zul, is just the best drummer ever.
and you guys probably know i have a huge thing for drummers.
so half the time i was admiring his drumming skills.
on the other hand, shafiq and eric (chow) could never get enough of the vocalist.

then the guys started to embarrass me big time by pulling me to zul, asking him for his number, asking him to take a pic with me (which he actually agreed, but i was too embarrassed to even look at him) and tried to carry me up to him.
tsktsktsk.

Z.U.L.

---

today, i had this once in a lifetime experience.
7 of us headed down to mediacorp radio for a recording (!).
we're all dead excited about the entire thing, because how often do you get to be on radio?
anyway, we're recording for perfect 10.

xinru and i, being the only 2 girls present, had to do extra recordings for the Hollaback Crew trailer.
we had to do one with our normal voice, one in a higher pitch, and one with "some balls in it", says don (as in, "don & drew").
it was really cool, and don is really friendly and nice to work with.
the guys came in later for their recording but don said they sounded a bit gu niang (LOL) so they decided to do it in a deeper voice (so loser-ish!).

on the way out, shan wee came in.
i hafta admit that i really didn't like him because i have never found him cute and i don't understand why most of the girls are swooning over him.
but now, i've finally understand why.
he is darn cute.
so xinru and i grabbed the chance for a picture (:

we went to another recording room to meet drew (as in, don & drew).
we're doing a valentine's day special interview for them.
and i reckon the both of them are really hilarious people, and they have this great chemistry.
while trying damn hard to answer their questions, i couldn't stop but laugh.
and i lied when they asked "have you ever been in love?".
ha. i didn't know what to say then.
we're most probably gonna be on air on 12th feb.

the last recording only involved xinru and i.
we did shan's trailer!

shan: ok you're gonna have to read this like you really dislike me.
don: which i don't think she does.
shan: yeah i know.

haha. yeah well that's kinda true.
so anyway, catch us on radio!

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ok this is probably the longest entry since... whatever.

i'm having thoughts of changing a course.
i just had ae&e test today, and i don't know if i'm feeling good about it.
if i'm gonna fail this one again, i'll hafta repeat this entire module, which is very much undesirable.

i'll need to talk to my mom about this.

i wanna have the chance to play the violin again!

2006-01-16T20:43:00.000+08:00

i got carried away last night.

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i have to bitch about my parents.
i need to.

i simply hate it when they just wouldn't let me make decisions on my own.
i'm not gonna say what happened because you stupid people would probably think i'm being petty and whiny and whatnot.
but that's not the point.

the point here is, my parents (especially that ridiculous dad of mine) are such major irrtants, i swear.
sometimes i wish i could lock both of them up in their room for a week, maybe my dad for two.

ok i don't wanna go any further because i love my mom although she's very naggy and it's a mom thing, says sonia.

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i wanna buy a cheongsam/cheongsam top for CNY.
i love oriental/ethnic/vintage/loud/weird stuff.
like, i have a purple sari and a purple kebaya.
purple's rad. especially for sonia.

and i know i have weird taste.
everyone tells me that.

while i was out with meixi and binghui just now, they started showing me weird/ugly pieces of clothes because they thought i'd like them.
is my taste really that weird?
i mean it's true that at times, i really go for gaudy looking and loud stuff. but it's not that bad right?

ok whatever.

i think i'll head down to chinatown again sometime this week.

baa baa black sheep. have you any wool?

[edit]
this morning i was walking to the train station and i bumped into so many people from OP.
more than i could ever imagine bumping into in one day.
and the reason for being so?

i live near innova.

and i saw this guy who looked damn familiar and i think he's from NVPS.
i realised he looks like eric tan.

eric, if you're reading this.
i think arens and you have found your other triplet. HAHA.

ok i think this entire edit thing is very random.
byebye.

2006-01-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

i still feel the same over and over again.
i guess nothing has changed in these few months.
everytime i think about it, it just pains me so much.
it's been more than 5 months already...

don't play with me
my paper heart will bleed

2006-01-14T19:19:00.000+08:00

haven't been blogging for almost 2 weeks.
i've been really busy, and i haven't really had the mood to blog.

the start of the year has been kinda hectic with lotsa union projects.
and i'm recruited into casper's committee as the pub ic.
this is my 5th time in pub.
was very sick of it, but getting used to it.

---

yesterday was the trials for Band Edge.
there were very good bands and i think this event totally rocks.

immanuel's band played Runaway Train by Soul Asylum.
it's sucha beautiful song.
if you haven't heard it, please go download it.

---

i've shifted into my new place, since 2 nights ago.
i'm still trying to adapt into this new environment.
it's been 2 days but i haven't finish unpacking.
i'm just darn lazy to do anything.

and i'm totally in love with the blinds at the balcony which functions like an OHP screen.
very fun to play with. (:

alrighty, i'm off!

2006-01-02T23:40:00.000+08:00

school's starting in 8 hours's time.
presentation right in the first lesson.
such a drag, i swear.

i was in such a perfect mood today.
the weather's all good and i felt really relaxed and all.

---

sometimes i wonder if i portray an image of a really open-minded girl to others.
like, really open-minded?

and at times, i wonder in this society, do guys still show as much respect to the girls?

jackie and i once discussed this back in OP, and we both reckon that, guys nowadays show no respect to girls at all.

i shall not go on any further.

and before i forget,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KHAI!

2006-01-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2006

i've deleted the part about me being exceptionally angry with a particular someone in my previous entry.
it's not so nice to be angry with someone for too long, i suppose?

---

nothing beats having fun in the rainy park, sumptuous seafood dinner, a game of bowling, and standing in the large crowd with lovely fireworks by the bay on New Year's Eve.

My 2005

FIVE GOOD THINGS THAT HAPPENED IN 2005
1. my lot of lovely friends
2. **
3. found a job but lost it
4. accomplishing one thing that was meant to be accomplished a decade ago
5.

FIVE BAD THINGS THAT HAPPENED IN 2005
1. depression
2. not spending as much time with the girlfriends anymore
3. crying more than i should
4.
5.

FIVE MOVIES YOU WATCHED, AND REALLY ENJOYED IN 2005
1. saw 2
2. be with you
3. exoricism of emily rose
4.
5.

FIVE THINGS YOU WERE ADDICTED TO IN 2005
1. music
2. reading
3. ANTM
4. skipping more classes
5. csi

FIVE SONGS YOU COULDN'T STOP PLAYING IN 2005
1. mcr - ghost of you
2. papa roach - scars
3. finch - letters to you
4. kelly clarkson - because of you
5. evanescence - my immortal
6. placebo - every you every me

FIVE BANDS YOU REALLY LIKED IN 2005
1. mcr
2. finch
3. mae
4. eisley
5. the used

FIVE PEOPLE YOU WERE CLOSEST/GOT CLOSER TO IN 2005
1. the lovely sisterhood
2. sonia
3. khai
4. eric
5. meixi/binghui

FIVE THINGS YOU REALLY WANT TO DO IN 2006
1. do well in school
2. shed some weight
3. get employed
4. hang out with girlfriends more often
5. lift my darn curfew

FIVE THINGS YOU LOOK FORWARD TO IN 2006
1. turning 18
2. a well deserved holiday trip
3. 31st dec 2006
4.
5.

2005-12-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

xmas's over, and the new year's here.
and in a month's time, it's gonna be CNY (think $$$).

and in like 3 weeks time, i'm gonna shift (yay!).

times goes by, slowly
madonna, you're such a liar.

---

The Game yesterday rocks.
thats all i can say (:

at the end of the world
or the last thing that i see
you are never coming home

and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me

2005-12-29T16:02:00.000+08:00

oh my god.
my com is screwed. like, FREAKING SCREWED.

it shuts down automatically and i can't even log into my own account.
and the worse thing is, i've got 2 datasheets and a report to hand in the next week.
someone please tell me what i should do.
oh my gosh, this sucks larhhhhhhhhhh.

but thank god, i've got 2 coms at home (that's why i can still blog).
BUT THEN AGAIN, ALL MY FREAKING DOCUMENTS ARE IN THE OTHER COM, AND THAT MEANS I HAVE TO RE-TYPE AND RE-DO MY RESEARCH FOR THE REPORT.

i am so annoyed!

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2005-12-26T23:51:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling darn emo now.
and at the same time, i'm like an angry girl who hates the world and think the world hates her.

I HATE THE WORLD AND THE WORLD HATES ME

_{sometimes i get so angry with you, and at other times, i miss you like crazy...}

---

this year's been crazy.
though extremely cliche, i still have to say this; time passes so damn quickly.

it's kinda hard to believe i'm turning 18 in less than half a year, and a year 2 student in a few more months' time.

it seemed like, just a few weeks ago i was wearing my sec school uni walking around orchid park.

i want 2006 to be a blast, i want it to be crazier than 2005.
let's just have crazy sex

---

ok now i'm talking to ger and nix.
what a sad convo.

now i'm feeling even more emo because i'm telling them about *****ei.
):

i was given a month of love and 3 months of devastation.

as much as it hurts, shit happens, life still goes on
every time i get heartbroken, i see it as a chance to make me stronger
such wise words by nix.

---

ohmygod, i realise i've got a truckload of things to complete this week.
i can never enjoy a proper holiday you suckersssssssss.

and oh, i wanna go bangkok (again!).
i need my well deserved break!

ahhhh FUCK YOU!

bye.

2005-12-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a pretty bad Xmas Eve for me.
i mean, it's very much the same every year.

i got extremely pissed with my dad yesterday that i was close to tears.
WHY do i ever have such a dad?
yeah i know he's my dad and all, but... ok whatever.
i'm not gonna let this fucktard affect my Xmas mood!

anyway, i received quite alot of Xmas msgs (:
and while on the phone with khai, i got this msg from *****ei.

i teared immediately because that was the least expected.
it has been almost 2 years since we last spoke and saw each other.
and i still remember that very special night.
and i still remember clearly what we said to each other and the phone.
and i still remember our last phone call was on the 31st of december.

):

---

anyway, had a simple Xmas dinner at aunt's place just now.
Xmas this year is a lil different because some of the family's away and stuff.
but dinner was all cool.

and my aunt gave my sister and i 100 Whisper Panty Liners as a gift.
i thought it was kinda cool, but then again... haha.
its alright, at least they're packed in a very pretty looking stripped box.

---

MMSP was erm, erm... i don't know actually.
ger and i were stationed backstage to help out on stage with the prizes and all.
we were freaking tired because we couldn't really sit (i mean, the rest of the escorts could actually rest their asses (no offense, people) on the comfy cushioned seats of the convention centre, while the both of us had to freaking share a chair (like a hard classroom chair)).

and the darn MC was such an enomrous flirt i swear.
i think he couldn't really keep his eyes to himself because every girl that comes on stage, he has to comment.
the backstage people (including Andy Joshua) actually thought he sucked.
well, i didn't think that he did. in fact, i kinda like his voice.

the results were, screwed?
and there was this mini chaos backstage which i'm not sure if the audience actually noticed.

anyway, i was hoping that yusrina and CK would win.
but well...

by the end of the show, i was damn grouchy because,
1. i was very, very tired
2. my heels were killing
3. my dad was being an enormous bitch
4. i was dead hungry

so we (me, sonia, khai) headed off for supper before cabbing back.

[ching, thanks for your black dress. it was freaking low cut.]

picsssssss!

---

a few days ago when sonia was at my place

Cinderella I

Cinderella II

---

last monday at swensens

2005-12-24T20:23:00.000+08:00

MERRY X'MAS TO ALL!

Your Christmas Stocking Will Be Filled With Little Wrapped Presents

You've made Santa a very happy fellow this year.
Don't worry - what happens at the North Pole stays at the North Pole!

What Will Be In Your Christmas Stocking?

You Are Dancer

Carefree and fun, you always find reasons to do a happy dance.

Why You're Naughty: That dark stint you had as Santa's private dancer.

Why You're Nice: You're friendly. Very friendly.

Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Your Christmas Song Is

Santa Baby

Santa cutie, and fill my stocking with a duplex
And cheques
Sign your 'x' on the line
Santa cutie, and hurry down the chimney tonight

You're a bit of a greedy kid this Christmas...
You'd like for Santa to be your personal sugar daddy!

What Christmas Carol Are You?

omg i actually love this carol!
especially the one by Marilyn Monroe (:

Your Christmas is Most Like: A Very Brady Christmas

For you, it's all about sharing times with family.
Even if you all get a bit cheesy at times.

What Movie Is Your Christmas Most Like?

this is so not true please.

You Are a Bright Christmas Tree

For you, the holidays are all about fun and seasonal favorites.
You are into all things Christmas, even if they're a little tacky.

What Christmas Tree Are You?

You Are a Losing Lottery Ticket!

Full of hope and promise.
But in the end, a cheap letdown.

What Crappy Christmas Gift Are You?

omg. wtf!

Get Your Own Christmas BlogCard Here!

ok i've got no idea what this is.

You Were Nice This Year!

You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list.
You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year.
Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good.
Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight?

Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

erm, i don't think i've been that nice.

Your Elf Name Is...

Booty Snowballer

What's Your Elf Name?

i think this is so cute (:

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

2005-12-20T16:29:00.000+08:00

with respect to Fae's entry on "yo momma so fat",
here goes...

Yo Momma so fat she went bungee jumping and went straight to hell!!!

Yo momma so fat she had to go to Sea World to get baptized.

Yo momma so fat she put on her lipstick with a paint-roller.

Yo momma so fat when she plays hopscotch, she goes New York, L.A., Chicago...

Yo momma so fat her belly button's got an echo.

Yo momma so fat when she got hit by a bus, she said, "Who threw that rock?"

yo momma so fat that when she was born, she gave the hospital stretch marks.

yo momma so fat she fell in love and broke it

2005-12-20T15:54:00.000+08:00

who's gonna take your place?
there ain't nobody better
oh baby, baby we belong together

the pain reflected in this song ain't even half of what i'm feeling inside

i think that song's so sad, really.

---

yesterday in the midst of watching the MMSP rehearsal, khai brought me, sonia and keat up to some secret place.
ok its not exactly a secret place larh.
but we had to like climb up some stupid ladder that made keat and i tremble.
the both of us were like shaky and all but sonia seemed to be enjoying it.

we got it and it was like dark.
we could see the contestants on stage and all.
it was pretty cool but scary at the same time.
keat and i were very insecure about the whole thing.
does that mean we're very insecure about life as well?

---

last night while reading my old copies of Seventeen (yeah i love digging out the old copies and reading them all over again), i spotted this Hair Tip which read, "For sexy waves, spritz roots with volume spray, then sleep your hair in 10 tiny buns".

so, i gave it a try and tied my hair into 8 tiny buns.
i think i looked like some freako with 8 little balls of hair sticking outta my head.

anyway, when i woke up this afternoon (12.30pm), i had like major problems trying to remove the rubber bands because they were tangled up with my hair.
it was kinda nasty but i managed to yank them out.

and viola!
i achieved very pretty looking curls (:

i love them curls!

and oh, FYI, the curls are pretty long lasting (they're still bouncy and pretty-looking even after 4 hours. doesn't that rock?)
so, for those of you out there who want temp curls, go try it!

---

boo.
the jackie GF is such a... oh nevermind!

she's packedpackedpacked!
she doesn't have time for us, girlfriends anymore.

jackie, if you're reading this, remember that you owe us pretty X'mas gifts!

all i want for Christmas, is you

The results of your analysis say:

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

What does your handwriting say about YOU?

2005-12-18T23:18:00.001+08:00

You are Agnostic

You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care.
For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine.
You rather focus on what you can control - your own life.
And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you.

What's Your Religious Philosophy?

haha that is so true and it reminds me of the debate me, khai and sonia had weeks ago.

Your Observation Skills Get A C+

You tend to notice the big things in life...
But the details aren't exactly your forte

How Observant Are You?

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.
You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.
Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

You Are Amy Lee!

Gothy, expressive, woman-in-pain
Who looks damn good in a corset
"When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears"

Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?

2005-12-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

shut uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup!
(trying to imitate how Brittany shouted at whoever durinf ANTM)

this e-learning week is such an enormous drag i swear.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

so many things to do in sucha little time.
i'd rather go to school, really.

speaking of which, i've skipped like 4 classes last week.
all 3 8am lectures and an afternoon tutorial.

i'd better not skip GEMS again or i'll get my 2nd warning letter.

---

yesterday was a freaking long day.
i slept at 2am and woke up at 5 freaking am. thanks.
and i had to carry like 32526o81 tonnes of stuff to school.

but everything went well, except that i had to run up and down to union twice (thanks to ghalid's "punctuality").

our sales was damn good larh.
we had to like re-stock and we closed our stall at 1pm, 3 hours earlier than our expected closing hour.

and the bonus was, i actually managed to talk to surin a little ((:
too bad i missed their band performance.

shuxian was being an ENORMOUS irritant!
ok not exactly an irritant (she didn't irritate us), but i swear if i wasn't calm enough, i would have stuffed her head into my Braun blender and pressed the "ON" button.

she chided my lover (binghui) quite alot of times when meixi and i weren't around.
because she knew that if the 2 of us were present, we would have stuffed our sweet-smelling shoes into her foul mouth.

ok 'nuff said.
i can feel my blood boiling already.

---

so anyway, the 3 of us headed back to binghui's place to wash up.
and meixi and i found out that binghui actually took about 45mins to bathe!
the both of us were like stoning away(literally) while waiting for her.

and on the way to paya lebar and back, the 3 of us just couldn't stop bitching about shuxian.
we're freaking mean but we just couldn't stop.

ok i'm getting quite sick of all the blogging.
byebye.

sucker love, a box i choose
no other box i choose to use

2005-12-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

The Real You

Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

2005-12-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

omg i am in a current state of i-can't-find-a-word-to-describe-how-i'm-feeling.

BRACES!
freaking braces!

ok i think only sonia knows what i'm talking about. right, sonia? (:

---

this hectic week has finally come to an end.
next week is gonna be another one.
e-learning week.
how dumb can that get!

i mean i don't wanna go to school during the christmas period but, shouldn't they just declare it a proper holiday?
e-learning week is such a drag! so many stupid things to do online.

RAH.

---

have been shopping in town with sonia for two days, and guess what?
i haven't bought a single thing!

mango sale was madness larh.
i didn't get myself anything because there was basically nothing that caught my eye.

and guess what.
the "I Need A Stiff One" tee from f21 is sold out!
DAMN.
i so loved that.
i regretted not getting it on the first day. RAH.

---

hmmm i think this week, though extremely hectic, has been really cool.

firstly, i bumped into ****i twice in school, which totally rocks.

secondly, i don't know what's next but i love my friends, and The Hangout Buds ((:

---

i've been buying tissue from those old folks on the streets.
i feel really sad for them.
i've always felt sad for old people.

will i be like them when i grow old?

):